My life has become a zoo,
What should I do,
There is so much to be done,
I only hope it will all be fun,
Life is an infernal race,
I don't know if i can keep the pace,
Watching the time fly by,
I sometimes feel like an old guy,
Is this what God intended,
Or is he totally offended.
My life is like a ball rolling down a hill,
My hearts deepest desire is to do God's will,
My part in God's great plan I want to fulfill,
My preparations must be like a millitary drill,
My life He holds, therefore I wont be the kill.
The battle is a hard one,
And for me it has all but begun,
I don't even have a gun,
But the war is already won,
Because we fight with the Son,
Victory is ours but we aren't done,
There is still some of the race to run,
But one day Jesus, restrained by none,
Will come and take us into glory, brighter than the sun.
Hidden deep in the pit of my soul,
In an insy weensy little hole,
There is a virus thats eating me whole,
It is darker than a lump of coal,
I'm afraid its gaining control,
My relationship with God has taken a toll,
When it moved in and my focus it stole,
It has now turned my mind into an ugly black hole,
I feel like I have lost all my self-control,
And my mind is as clean as a toillet bowl,
My life needs to go towards the opposite pole,
I'm calling in the celestial mind control,
In the story of my life I no longer play the title roll,
Lord get me off cruise control,
Please Lord, make me whole.
What is the difference between Love and Lust?
Love is somethings in which we trust,
Lust leads us to dusgust,
Love is something that is robust,
Lust causes relationships to rust
Love is a must,
Lust is a bust. | 
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). but im exhausted lol an things arent gonna get better anytime soon so I had a book analisis for anthropology due first class (@ 1) and yesterday morning when i got ready for church and a super long day (just like every sunday) I was on page 12 of 240. After chuch there was a Diner Agape (interesting how my blog is in english but those last 2 words brought french and greek into it...
... ok) and this presentation about a missionary trip 2 europe this summer... it was a really boring presentstion which is 2 bad cause i talked 2 one of the girls that went and she made it sound super fun and interesting... by w/e. It just made the service really really long and i had 2 stay cause I was supposed to play the last song which was after the presentation (that was really really boring). Then i had to rush off to Terrebonne for a choir practice. This year we're doing the cafe concert a little differently we're singing with another church once @ Emmanuel and once @ Terrebonne. Which is cool an all but im the tenor section leader which means that I have to go to all (ALL) the practices both in Terrebonne and @ my church and they're both on sunday @ 1 in terrebonne (church finishes in pierrefonds @ noon... sometimes) and @ 6:30 back in pierrefonds so its singing day on sunday... (isnt there something about day of rest or something like that in the bible?... maybe not) oh well... it is fun just sometimes its a lot of work. But see yesterday was extra nuts cause of the book analisis. I got home last night @ around 10pm i started reading the book around 10:30 and read... taking notes the whole time... till 4 am. Then i got up @ 8 am and wrote the analisis till 12:40. then i got in the car and drove like a mad man... not really cause uknow im not crazy (
) but i got 2 school @ 1 and walked into class. so ya i got it done booya for me. I realized something tho during my sleepless (not really a problem i dont sleep much ask my rents.. or even my babysiters from when i was little... oh an they also agree that im not crazy and have a peaceful calm disposition *cough*-*jones*-*girls*-*cough* ) and coffee (yumm but its gotta b black) filled night i like the rush of working like mad till w/e ur weking on is done. I love the mounting stress and stuff. Which is awesme cause guess what i've gotta do 2nite... (drum roll) my french book report due 2morrow fisrst class @ 1 hehehehehehehehe... oh and ive got a classics test 2morrow 2. fun stuff. SO ya Ive got 2 read my french book 2 but dont worry im a little ahead cause im on page 15 but of 179 see its shorter so ill b fine. So i guess i'll sleep tuesday night if nothing else comes up of course. I cant sleep wednesday cause i have skool from 8:30 to 5:30 and then band practice from 7:30 till 10 and then hockey from 10:30 till 1 am... so ya not much sleeping goin on wednesday. Thursday, friday and saturday im going 2 a conference given by John Macarthur and Grace To You from 9 am to 5 pm or something like that and then there are banquetes in the evenings i think... i dunno i just hop in the car when it arrives in the morning and get out when it gets 2 my house @ night. 